widow – Page 3 – God Provides for Us

by Camila May 13, 2018 0

The Life We Thought We Were Going to Lead

If I were to entitle this photo it would be The Life We Thought We Were Going to Lead. JustContinue Reading

by Camila April 21, 2018 2

A lot of my time here has been about remembering. The brain fog from my husband’s sudden death has compoundedContinue Reading

by Camila April 18, 2018 2

Grief

I cancelled my husband’s phone today. He has been dead over 22 months. Why has it taken so long? SoContinue Reading

by Camila April 11, 2018 1

Sometimes you just know you are in a long complicated lesson and you just have to sit back and absorb.Continue Reading

by Camila March 29, 2018 6

Azizam, We should be celebrating our four year anniversary tomorrow, but in this broken world we live in you wereContinue Reading

by Camila March 19, 2018 3

A little while ago a very close friend said, “I’m so sorry you aren’t doing well. I hadn’t heard fromContinue Reading

by Camila February 14, 2018 0

This post is not born out of an overflowing of joy today, but out of the desperate need to surviveContinue Reading

by Camila February 3, 2018 2

Mommy and Me ballet classes were the first thing that created that spark of hope that Zoya and I wouldContinue Reading

by Camila January 29, 2018 4

Reading the scriptures since Shah died, I continually notice that God promises to help us and strengthen us in timesContinue Reading

by Camila January 8, 2018 0

Months ago I told Zoya there would be no more nursing after Christmas and she believed me. Whenever anybody wouldContinue Reading