death of spouse – God Provides for Us

by Camila June 20, 2018 1

Goodbye to Toys r Us – Grief Triggers

I said goodbye to Toys r Us today. Very deliberately, I walked around the nearly empty store and cried silentContinue Reading

by Camila June 18, 2018 2

For over six months, as I’ve been grieving and single parenting and walking around in a fog and having goodContinue Reading

by Camila June 14, 2018 2

I have a huge life change coming on Friday. It’s time to learn to live again. I’ve been treading waterContinue Reading

by Camila May 13, 2018 0

If I were to entitle this photo it would be The Life We Thought We Were Going to Lead. JustContinue Reading

by Camila April 18, 2018 2

Grief

I cancelled my husband’s phone today. He has been dead over 22 months. Why has it taken so long? SoContinue Reading

by Camila April 9, 2018 1

It has been an overwhelming season, and time and time again, I keep coming back to the thought, at leastContinue Reading

by Camila March 29, 2018 5

Azizam, We should be celebrating our four year anniversary tomorrow, but in this broken world we live in you wereContinue Reading

by Camila March 19, 2018 3

A little while ago a very close friend said, “I’m so sorry you aren’t doing well. I hadn’t heard fromContinue Reading

by Camila February 3, 2018 2

Mommy and Me ballet classes were the first thing that created that spark of hope that Zoya and I wouldContinue Reading

by Camila February 3, 2018 0

It is so easy when remembering the spiritual world exists along with the physical world, to restrict God to theContinue Reading