Moments of Beauty. Tears of Peace.
We had some moments of beauty today. This morning Zoya put this Lego flower behind my ear. Her daddy wasContinue Reading
Tag: hope
What God Had Joined – Brokenness
This is not what I signed up for. This is now how it’s meant to be. This is broken. WhenContinue Reading
Harder than it Looks
Posting this is harder than it looks. I’m learning to stop, to remember, to be grateful, to love… it’s soContinue Reading
The Scene
I visited the scene, the place my love was shot, probably the place he left this earth, definitely the placeContinue Reading
It’s Hard to Grasp Reality
The man I love is no longer on this earth with me. His body is here, buried, but he isContinue Reading
Another Reason I Love Him
Some days are so hard. Some days I have a glimmer of hope and peace. Some days I just wantContinue Reading
God is Still in Control – Knowing Something was Going to Happen
I’ve told some people I was expecting something like this to happen, that God was preparing me. There are manyContinue Reading
The Next Day
I woke up the day of his memorial service in a panic. I wasn’t ready. I wasn’t ready for theContinue Reading
My Prayer for Baby Girl
I often feel like we only had a year because Zoya only had a year. We became a new thingContinue Reading
God Provides for Us 