Harder than it Looks



Posting this is harder than it looks. I’m learning to stop, to remember, to be grateful, to love… it’s so much harder to move forward, to have a new adventure that we cannot share.

I vacilate from joy that I’ve been given this child to live life with and then sorrow that he can’t share this.

I truly believe he is happy and at peace with all that has happened. I will grow to have joy and peace in this new reality, but no matter how much hope we have for the future, we won’t be doing these next years together.

I miss him.

2 comments on “Harder than it Looks

  1. Where is the “First part of how we met”? I read 2, 3,4 but couldn’t find posts about the beginning.


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