First “Best Day Ever” After Loss
I am exhausted. Not with the exhaustion of grief and responsibilities, but with the exhaustion of trekking through a cityContinue Reading
HOPE WHILE WAITING
I am exhausted. Not with the exhaustion of grief and responsibilities, but with the exhaustion of trekking through a cityContinue Reading
Zoya went to her first huge European church building yesterday, followed by a little castle, and then two more hugeContinue Reading
This is why I anticipate a meaningful time in Amsterdam. It wasn’t just the days leading up to it. It wasn’tContinue Reading
A lot of my time here has been about remembering. The brain fog from my husband’s sudden death has compoundedContinue Reading
What is missing from this photo? Look closely. All of these grown adults are sitting around this giant sandbox, whileContinue Reading
When people asked me what I was going to do in Amsterdam, I had trouble coming up with an answer.Continue Reading
We made it. It’s stunning. Everywhere I go I realize what means the most to me about where I visitContinue Reading
1. What is something mommy always says to you? Mama comes back. 2. What makes you happy? Mama. 3. WhatContinue Reading
I cancelled my husband’s phone today. He has been dead over 22 months. Why has it taken so long? SoContinue Reading
Sometimes you just know you are in a long complicated lesson and you just have to sit back and absorb.Continue Reading








