Things I Want to Remember
That time he switched PJ pants with me when I was pregnant and huge. His eyes when he looked atContinue Reading
Tag: mourning
The Scene
I visited the scene, the place my love was shot, probably the place he left this earth, definitely the placeContinue Reading
It’s Hard to Grasp Reality
The man I love is no longer on this earth with me. His body is here, buried, but he isContinue Reading
Another Reason I Love Him
Some days are so hard. Some days I have a glimmer of hope and peace. Some days I just wantContinue Reading
God is Still in Control – Knowing Something was Going to Happen
I’ve told some people I was expecting something like this to happen, that God was preparing me. There are manyContinue Reading
The Next Day
I woke up the day of his memorial service in a panic. I wasn’t ready. I wasn’t ready for theContinue Reading
My Prayer for Baby Girl
I often feel like we only had a year because Zoya only had a year. We became a new thingContinue Reading
His Last Day
His last day was a testament to who he was everyday, so I want to share it, to preserve itsContinue Reading
A Hard Day – Mourning with Hope is Still Mourning
Today has been a hard day. I miss him so much. It’s not all times of remembering happy memories. ThereContinue Reading
An Old Post Entitled – Our Story Part One – It Can Change in a Moment
I just stumbled upon this and can’t believe I wrote it over two years ago. It is from my oldContinue Reading
God Provides for Us 