Grief

Valentine’s Day

I cannot believe I’m saying this, but we did Valentine’s Day right again this year. It wasn’t the magic of last year. But it was the magic of this year. 


Last year I wrote about the perfect day, and after rest and amazing food it was just all right. No disappointment.  No complaints. 

We were glad we decided to take our 9 month old with us last year and this year it meant everything to me because I was able to carry on the tradition. I’ve never made a reservation for two before when one was in a high chair. But she was a delight and there was a fireplace that reminded me of our last night in Antalia on our engagement trip.


I’ve cried for months that he isn’t with us, and I will continue to cry. This isn’t what I wanted. This is wrong. I miss him. I want him back. BUT last night was perfect. Zoya and I had a lovely special time. It’s not what I wanted but what it was was wonderful 

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About Camila

From the mountains of North Carolina. New widow of a man from Iran. Mother of one precious girl. Anti-human trafficking expert. Pro-life leader. Sister to 16 siblings. Daughter of God.

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