I spend the day feeling like his love and his presence are with me everywhere I go. It is a good day. I truly do not feel alone. Our love continues and grows stronger. I have joy.
And then I start looking at photos. That face, that smile, it’s gone. There will never be another face like that. His eyes that shone with love and joy. His smile. His laugh. No more expressions. No more laughter.
By faith I believe I will see his face again. But right now it sucks. This world is so wrong. I don’t want to do this. But by God’s grace, I will.