This was a whole new experience for mommy. The son of one of her old guy friends was playing with Zoya. It was like history repeating itself in infants. It was the first time I felt I was living my life in someone else’s body. This must be a little bit about what they mean by living with your heart outside your body I see why it is so easy to live vicariously through your children or to push your children to do what you would do. I think it will always take a consists effort to remember that this is her life and not to be selfish in the ways I lead.