Meeting Our Nephew

I met our nephew today. It was a good day. I had peace. I know you are well. I just wish we were still together.

When I held him, I thought of you. I told him how excited you were about him. I promised to tell him more about his Uncle Shah when he got bigger.
I keep remembering when Zoya was born and how happy we were. You always told me to kiss her for you when you were gone. I haven’t forgotten. I still give her extra kisses from you.
I’ve had some peaceful days. I think lots of people have been praying for me. Last week was really rough. I don’t even have words.
Just…
They that wait upon the Lord, shall renew their strength, they shall mount up on wings like eagles.
Wait.