One day ago

One day ago was in the worst pain of my life just hoping the epidural guy would arrive before the pain killed me.
Now I lay here with you in my arms just staring. We’ve had less than a day together but we’ve already learned so much. You can latch on like a champ and I can sleep anytime they let me close my eyes. But even though it’s easy to sleep, it’s hard to close my eyes because I can finally see my child and in just want to stare.