Every now and then you just have a good day where you aren’t stressed and you aren’t crying. You just are. And the weather is great and the baby is happy. And you have good conversation and you even stumble upon things you wrote to him the week after he died.
And you know last memorial weekend was your last weekend together and you haven’t forgotten what happened for a moment.
And you know you will cry again and you know hard days are coming.
But today is today. And today is good. And your probably cried a few times today, but right now you can’t remember it, because you have peace for just a moment.
You know you are loved.
You know God is with you.
You know people are praying.
So you rest.