Grief

This Weather

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OK, I love snow, LOVE snow.  The ice was a decent substitute.  I was in a grateful mode.  Gratefulness gives me the will to breathe.  And I have been blessed.  So blessed.

Though in the past, I would have been so disappointed that we did not get snow, I was just grateful that when Shah first here we had two weeks of snow days before our wedding.  I’d not trade those days for anything.  I hope Zoya gets her first snow this year, but for now the ice was beautiful, and I still have my memories with Shah.

I loved being confined to the house.  I’m realizing, despite my blogging and preaching and trying to purposefully rest, it is still taking an inch of ice or a fever to get me to really REST!

New job starts very soon, but once I get things going, I AM TAKING A VACATION! I used all my vacation days when Shah died and have been afraid to use any since then.  I have not been practicing what I preached.  It’s time.

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About Camila

Based in Atlanta, but from the mountains of North Carolina. New widow of a man from Iran. Mother of one precious girl. Anti-human trafficking expert. Sister to 16 siblings (Yes, some of are adopted). Daughter of God.

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