At her two month appointment the doctor said that she felt her hips pop and wanted us to get an ultrasound. I was so sick that day. I felt like the doctor said that my baby was broken. I knew it wasn’t a big deal, but to me she is perfect and I didn’t like someone saying there might be a problem. We went to the ultrasound on Friday. It was longer than I expected, but I managed to soothe her during the ultrasound. She did a great job in a very uncomfortable position. Shah was completely convinced that she was fine and told me so over and over again. I am learning to trust him. This morning the doctor called said everything was perfectly normal. She is my perfect. She is a perfect Zoya.
Still it was a very good process for me, because I came to realize that I just needed to be there for Zoya. My job is to serve Zoya, not for her perfection to serve me.
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