When Stillness Feels Like a Scratchy Wool Sweater

Does anyone else ever struggle to contentedly relax on the first free day after a month of insane busyness, yet insane fun? I do.

When our pace of life is more normal, free days feel amazing. But when our high energy side has been reveling all of the activity, challenges, and growth. Sometimes a blessed day off just feels like a wool sweater.  Is it just me?

High-Energy Seasons vs. Quiet Ones

Of course, in seasons with different energy levels, this is the best thing in the world. It’s like I literally have to stop, and pray, and remember that God knows what we need. 

My Past Idiotic Reaction (or anxious, untrusting reaction)

Several months ago after several weeks of busy fun, that included multiple hikes a week, we suddenly had a weekend with nothing on our schedule, and it was so uncomfortable that I decided to do nothing for a month, but lay on the couch and get out of shape so that I would not feel so uncomfortable with our slow empty life.  I know I sound a little wack-a-doodle, but I actually did it.

I think the more common response would be just too frantically keep going and fill our schedule, rather than deciding to get tired and lazy so you don’t feel the discomfort.  It’s the same discomfort with stillness. 

A Better Way

Be still and know that I am God. It’s a really good morning to meditate on God’s provisions. He does not only provide the activity and fellowship that we need, but also provides the quiet times to be still. 

So whether this is a comfortable or uncomfortable busy day, or a comfortable or uncomfortable still day, know that all your days are ordered by one who loves you, and know His peace. 

Anyways. Thanks for letting me process the swirling in my head.